abrupt ending :/

2009-03-03T03:37:00.004+08:00

i have gotten my IPod Touch already. and yet my previous post is...
it looks like this blog is rotting. lol. 3/3/09.
perhaps, this will be the very last post. the proclaimed perfect ending :D

lets take a look at www.xs-dyepurx.blogspot.com! if you are a tiny winy peekaboo, who fits perfectly in a Xs-sized diaper, no harm clicking :)

2008-12-31T03:23:00.000+08:00

i don't have an ipod touch for Christmas >:(
i doubt anyone would surprise me with that . zzz .
whatever .

2008-12-20T03:28:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming in just 5 days :D gonna see Chihxian and friends real soon .

counting down ...

2008-12-13T03:58:00.002+08:00

when will be my first pay ? when will i get my ipod touch ? :S
WILL IT BE A X`MAS PRESSIE ? =D *hinthint

2008-11-27T02:27:00.005+08:00

i am updating here as well :)
aww , i am waiting for Adrian to come back home for audition . i will have to wait for him for 30mins(that was what his friend said) .
i have nothing to do now . except for waiting for my phone to ring , inviting me back to audition .
i have to sleep early tonight lehh . Libron's outing tomorrow .
but sadly , not many people are going due to work . @#!?!##$$# !
Lunhsin went back to Taiwan , Suatkhoon and Nicholas got work , Eric went back to Indonesia , Beeleng and Minshan go to China -.-
no idea if Zhengyang is going larh . lol . sounds boring . but nevermind , it should be fun with sir ?
haha . no idea if he called people from other platoons as well .

and i am going to work soon . waiting for Chihxian lorh .
i think dai ji dua tiao already >:(

hmm , i think i want an IPOD TOUCH :D

2008-11-20T02:53:00.005+08:00

i think i better start on Hot Shot before i forget :/
well , here blogging again . i don't feel sleepy . my left hand's aching(i'm leaning on it while typing this post) .
i don't feel happy . >:( though i know i don't need to feel unhappy .

my posts are really short in this blog larhhhhhhh ...

2008-11-20T01:37:00.000+08:00

this sums up :)

2008-11-19T00:46:00.003+08:00

people ! take note that my post will be either in this blog or my second blog . :D
sorry for the inconvenience caused . but i just couldn't let this blog go . :/
haha . well , i have nothing to do now . except for chatting online .
Chihxian start work le . not i don't want to work with her ! but i don't like the pay .
lol . i found one which is $9/hour . i seriously hope i can get in ! :)

will be going to pay Chihxian a visit tomorrow . haha . peekaboo ! go scare her .
lol . :D having dinner with her too . wow . she will be working till 11pm . >:(
and we will be going to shop next week ! can't wait . :X do hair do hair(maybe) !
one of the petals of my manicure dropped . arghh . heart pain lehh .

well well , i have nothing to say already ! BYEBYE .

2008-11-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

photos and updates are at here :)

2008-11-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

i will blog on both sides . okay .

O levels is OVER ! :)
ya . and something random : i think my tagboard is pretty . ^^

2008-11-11T14:33:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be my last paper . Chemistry ! will give it my best shot . :)
went to watch Quantine Solace with Chihxian yesterday . the show was alright .
Lunhsin will be going back to Taiwan on the 13th . :( so we will be going out to play tomorrow !
hehe . :D i am a lil contradicting for i wished that O levels will not end so fast but yet at the same time hoping that it will end right now.
LOL . contradict right. i know . days after Os will be so busy and packed .
we have already planned our schedule for going out to play . :]
i am gonna be so packed till next thurs i guess . everyday also got activitiy except for one or two days for me to rest .
well , good or bad ? :/
bah . so many people to catch up with lehh ! can't wait . x)
primary school friends , secondary school friends , outside friends . hahaahahhaha . :D
alright . shall do abit of studying later on .
may not be updating . hmm , or i shall see if i have the time to .

and please help me press the nuffnang advertisement . thankyou :D

2008-11-08T02:28:00.003+08:00

look at his collar . :D

here are the 2 game freaks . -.-

i was too bored thus i took these photos and uploaded immediately .
but i won't be bored already ! because audition is ready . :)

2008-11-08T01:37:00.004+08:00

guess where am i now ! i aint at home . haha . :D
tonning tonight and sleeping tomorrow . for i have slept for the entire day today .
that explains why i am so awake right now .
Johnson is playing his freaking naruto with his ps2 while my brother is playing his dota and i am currently re-downloading my dear audition .
season 2 with many new stuffs . new look , new avartars and definitely , the shopping mall has many new stuffs too .
*acash is on the way* i suppose . but then , i kept on getting disconnected from the server .
not really Dc but it kept on notifying me that this and that file don't exist .
bloody hell yeah . >:(>
oh right . was audi-ing with Jiajun and Hanlun just now .
Cliff was going to sleep and asked me to not forget him and his nick . -.- what a crap . *kidding .
he addressed me as baby too . which bloody`ly made me laughed . don't get the wrong idea people .
he called me that because my audition ign is sdbaby marh , in addition that i am his couple . haha . :)
missed those times eh . the days we ton(i mean with xiaostorm) , the days we crapped .
i miss tonning with Gladys too lehh ! ton ton ton audition after her As and after my Os .
can play like mad noturnal gamers . and sleep like idiots in the day .
abmormal behaviour i know . but i used to be like that . or should i say , i am still like that .

currently still left with 20mins before the download is complete . can't wait !
my hands are very itchy . alright , now , 19mins . only 1min has passed when it felt like a year . ==" may blog later . remember me saying that i am very very awake ? :)

2008-11-07T01:02:00.009+08:00

O levels is ending soon . i am left with Physics and Chemistry paper 1 .
but i am not at all confidence about scoring well . :/
during this period i am still going out late in the night , just like what i have been doing when there isn't any exams .
i can blame nobody but myself if i don't do well . i should learn to not blame the whole world but myself .
i think i did my best . but i felt as if i didn't put in enough efforts .
oh well , shall just let nature take its course then .
seriously hoping that i will do well . :) but arghh , if i don't , there's nothing i can do .
right ?
worse still , i aint studying for the last 2 papers . hell .
will try my best to study ! TRY . :/

i think my love for him is growing deeper and deeper(i am still denying about this) . at the beginning of my Os , i was trying to keep all the feelings to myself because i didn't want to get disturbed .
keeping the feelings = giving cold shoulder at times , denying the fact that i want to see him , treating him as a friend , and all those not-so-good stuffs u can think of .
now , its time i say it all .
i love you Johnson ! :) i know i still have 2 more papers left .
but i think i can no longer continue doing those hurting stuffs .
now , i think its time i let it all out .
by the way , why am i blogging in this blog ? haha .
this blog shall be active from now on then . do tag people ! :D

2008-10-09T18:21:00.002+08:00

i know ... ...

bless me people ! :/

2008-09-02T00:41:00.005+08:00

i just felt like blogging here .
i miss this blog . i have been holding on to the memories .
but isn't it time for me to let go ?
i mean , i have already let all of it go . :)

2008-08-24T16:06:00.001+08:00

will anyone know , that i miss him ?

2008-07-12T11:17:00.003+08:00

pple ! i have NUFFNANG ADVERTISEMENT here too !
press it ! :D its right down thr .. thank youssss . :)
and also in th blog tht i am currently using .

2008-06-21T19:27:00.003+08:00

many pple are still coming t this blog of mine . ha . :D
pple pls take note ! i've moved t HERE , temporarily .

2008-06-07T20:58:00.006+08:00

hello peeps ! :D
just go t my second blog for now .
this blog will resume whn i feel like using it agn . :)
so pls do not remove this link . hehh .
toodles !

2008-06-01T16:02:00.003+08:00

i just didn't knw wht t say t you . maybe u wnted me t knw ur presence by gg online ,
because u dn't used t online often on weekends .
but it just makes me not wnting t go online .
i've said i'll let go ; means i definitely will . :]

ytd , it was only th 3 of us agn .
whn i saw it , i cn't wait t go offline . hiding from all th past and not letting it affect me .
and yes , finally i managed t .

2008-05-17T23:17:00.001+08:00

everyone just link my second blog . its HERE .

2008-05-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

i am either blogging at my second blog or this one .
its up t you if you wnt t go t my second blog .
stay tuned !

toodles :D

2008-05-10T18:48:00.002+08:00

part of myself went t his heart .

2008-05-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

we can nvr be friends as we still feel .
ue are reluctant . and ie am forced t ask .
sad t say , running away is thy best solution .
at least , ie dn't feel emotional anymore .
ie wnt both of ur eyes on me . and me only .
ie knw it hurts but ..
ie`m sorry yeah . ie knw even a gazillions number of sorrys ,
can nvr heal ur deep and infected wound .
ie knw ie wasn't forgiven . sorry .
ie can only try t not hurt ue from now on .
ie really love ue and ie really do . :}
ie promise .
definitely , ie wnt t call ue dar agn .
ie knw ue are faithful . ue nvr go t other girls .
this is also why ie love ue so much .
unlike other guys , ue are really different .
thy only one who can really make my heart stay .
we are in love , apparently .
let me end w a ILY .

2008-05-05T19:07:00.019+08:00

woots . went East Coast Park tday w her and her . :x
trained t Bedok and bus-ed t Marine Parade Road .
guess wht we did ? we did several dangerous stunts !
which is , dashing across thy highway w speeding vehicles . :/
it was pretty fun ie shld say . :x
thn finally , we reached our destination .
we had t walk all thy way t area C whn we were actually at area F .
such a long walk uh . thn Chihxian was v conscious of our footsteps .
she complained tht its 'da xiao jie' footsteps and kept on hurrying us .
liuqing and me rent skates while Chihxian rent a bike .
half way through liuqing exchnged w Chihxian and Chihxian became so cute .
bah . if ie have recorded down a video of her skating , ue pple will be LOL.
laughing out loud . :D
skate , cycle , take many many photos and bus-ed ; trained home .

a v long journey .

ie am like so white . -.-

ie am so nice t help them carry their bags ! :}

i love t litter :D

a bridge with steps replaced w slopes . our linkway t home .

2008-05-04T17:27:00.007+08:00

hello :D
ie am gg t chnge my blog song . hehh .
waiting for liuqing it t send me via email ,
because ,
ie have problem transferring thy song from phone t lappy . :/
and and . ie have been smiling at my phone retardedly .
thks t neoyonglin ! 3Ns in short .

alright , tmr is amaths paper two . O:
gtg practice some sums ltr ? provided tht ie have thy mood .
HAHAHAH . :}

clifftan sent me a song out of thy blues and asked me t sing it w him tmr .
-.- try bahs . LOL .
anw i hate yonglin . D:
shhhhhh ...

updated at 8.41pm ~

just reached home . trained t np just now t meet up w ruzzie .
headed t starbucks . but , FULL , T.T
thn trained t cwp . SB was FULL too . like wth .
no choice thus ended up at library . lol .
shucks . tmr is emaths paper . ie tot it was amaths !
CRY** ie told clifftan tht tmr's paper is amaths too . :x
must go and update him alr . lol .

had Java Chips . dn't have t take dinner alr bahs .
like , very FULL !
so many FULLs .

word of thy day : FULL :D

2008-05-03T15:33:00.007+08:00

woke up earlier than usual tday , for my dear friend .
its her bdae tday! so ,

HAPPY B`DAY CHIHXIAN ! :D

planned a surprise for her . hahah .
she must have nvr dreamt tht ie would wake up so early just for her bahs .
trained t amk hub and met up w her and liuqing .
ie told liuqing t lie t her abt sth . shhhh .
its a top secret ! :X
she was surprised t see me ie guess . lol , plan succeeded . :}
last night , ie went out t shop w liuqing for her pressie .
we took a long time t pick her present okay . Chihxian ! ue should feel honoured .
multiples of three and ends w a 'N' . its .. tada !

YIHUAN ! :}

look at my eyes :X

aint we sweet ? although its small . T.T its our home-designed cake eh .

nice bahs . lol !

we are sisters for life .

2008-04-26T16:43:00.009+08:00

firstly , ie wnt t chnge my blog skin. but ie dn't have time t do so . >:(
perhaps aft mye barh . have been trying hard t study .
but it seems tht nth goes into my head .
thy mother tongue paper was uber boring . it made me yawn several times .
ie doubt ie will score well . :/ sigh .
bless me from next week onwards!
aft this ie`m shutting down my com and off t study. O:

now thn ie realised , countless number of things can happen within a week , a day and even an hour .
ie`m starting t not be able t understand how pple think and wht are they actually thinking .
ie dn't understand why he just love t run away from problems .
and always decides t take back wht he has given .
if it is because of thy past , it just shows tht he is nth but a coward .
afraid of thy hurts and pain ie have given? by indulging himself into games and bball .
boy , thy problem still surface although you constantly try t not think abt it .
ie dn't knw wht t say t him now as ie have said all ie could .
whether he wnts t chnge or not , ie couldn't do much .
he is turning from a nice guy t an aggressive bastard.
whn ie re-view all thy smses tht he has sent t me , ie really miss his presence .
at thy same time , ie can also see thy drastic chnge in him. maybe next time , ie can let him see wht ie mean by he has chnged .
if its destinated tht there wn't be a next time , well , let it be .
partly it is my fault tht ie have chnged an innocent him t a 'conscious' and protective person .
we are both stubborn . whnever ue didn't wnt t give in . ie wouldn't as well .

and perhaps it is really heaven's will .
ie am looking forward t tht day whn ie can spell his name in thy opposite direction .
it just means ie have gotten over him .

till this minute , ie am still recalling those moments tht year .
in addition of others moments regardless of whether are they short or long .
they are all significant .
his words , his punctuations , his tones , his actions ,
are all etched w time and date , in my mind .
ie knw he is not imperception , thus ie still believe in him aft so long .

tht day , he poked my cheeks umpteen times . he made me recall more of our past .
i`m sorry as ie didn't knw wht t do in return .
but ie knw ie used t pinch and flick his ears .
tht day ie found out tht he has chnged physically as well .
from all thy small things , ie knw tht he wnts t be but afraid t be .
ie wn't reveal thy be wht here .

whnever he didn't wnt t answer me , ie knew tht ie have hit thy nail .
whnever ie mention abt other her or hers , he will always tell me 'NO' ,
anxiously and angrily .
yes . ie dn't have much trust in him .
ie knw tht he can be trusted but ie chose t not do so .

ie can assure ue tht thy
he , him , himself , his
aren't thy
HE , HIM , HIMSELF , HIS
tht ue are thinking abt now.
not my bf of course!
so , dn't bother guessing. :X

and walao , my bill is gg t burst agn . _l_
ie hate it. ie am v vexed now .
ie dn't wnt t be vulgar , as promised .
ie will only scold basket !
yay ie am such a contradict .
L.O.L .
ie opened thy window and closed it agn .
fear came rushing through .
heartbeat increased t thy max .
no mood t study .
wht t do ? teach me anyone ?

2008-04-17T20:54:00.005+08:00

hahah . emily ! patronise my blog , read and tag more often ! :D

finally stepped down from my post . time for thy next batch t take over . :}
but thn , AGM seems t be problem .
now thn i realised tht 2 of thy tchers aint cooperative .
whtever . no longer my business anw .
definitely , i'll miss platoon4`08 . :D

i think making of popcorn is a rather IN thng in my class now.
hahah . ups and downs recently .
im pretty satisfied now . thngs either get better or continue in this way pls.
hahah .

& i love nelson dar . <3

2008-04-04T20:42:00.004+08:00

went for cca tday . AFA test .
didn't study or did any preparation. no confidence at all ! -.-
whtever . hahah .
stu yongjun larh . ie am gg t take revenge on monday .
ue shall see . muahahaha .
and and . nvrthyless , thanks cherilynn !
for waiting for me t finish my cca tday . ie am superb touched , really .
love youuu ! :D

and ie love ______ too . :)

stop running away larh . ie wnted t be friends w ue but ue dn't agree t it .
thn wht ue wnt me t do ? ue gave me hope but took it away agn and agn .
whts thy point ? why do ue wnt t send me home ?
whn will we settle down , ie really wonder .
sth must be done , and being done by you .

2008-03-29T15:30:00.001+08:00

i'm blogging using hsia chihxian's wifi phone ! Hahah .
I wnt t express my gratitude t her by saying , THANKS ! , ALOT ALOT :D
hahah . First time blogging using a phone . Pretty fun . :X
Tags will be replied days ltr as i don't knw how t scroll my tagboard's scrollbar using her phone .
Hahah . So sorry for thy oncoming late replies . :/

2008-03-21T15:53:00.002+08:00

why wouldn't ue say ue dn't love me ?
explain thy eye contacts tht we have been having .
still thy same , afterall .
i cn't forget thy sms ue sent ; iloveyou , dearly .
be my sparks , and not thy tears .
i knw , you knw .

2008-03-15T16:20:00.003+08:00

ie have got my viewty. :D soooperb happy!
thanks mommy<3. :} okay , ie guess my blog will rot from now on.
continue t tag pple! although ie might reply your tags v v v late. :/
ie will try my best alright?
and bean , rmb t help me take good care of this blog horh.
if not ie will skin ue alive! muahahaha.
byeeeee :D

2008-03-14T12:51:00.004+08:00

BOO !

see , ie knw ue still do love me .
although we cn't be tgt , heart's attached is all tht matters. :}

your imaginary hugs<3
ie am happy. :D

2008-03-14T00:40:00.004+08:00

tday my mum is gg t sch t meet tanpingping and principal . ho sehh liao.
HAHAHAH. lols.
ie really wonder wht will happen. :/
okay , nth t say. =="
talking t yonghuat on phone now.
byeeeee :D

2008-03-12T15:17:00.003+08:00

he told me tht 64% of secondary sch students has lost their virginity.
really mehh? ie doubt so.
why ah bengs love t fuck so much? LOL. =="
sensitive topic. lols.
wei , dn't angry larh. ps lorh.
ie dn't wnt t go out. =/ raining lehh.
lazzzyyy also. zzz.
sorry? dn't angry liaoh lehh.

ie blogged so many times tday. lol.

2008-03-12T15:05:00.001+08:00

dn't talk as if ue really knw me tht well ...

2008-03-12T14:53:00.002+08:00

just diam diam? ie didn't ask for any words from your mind.

2008-03-12T13:10:00.002+08:00

now ue made me think tht having broken up w ue isn't thy wrong thing t do.
THTS VERY GOOD. :)
at least ie wn't carry on thinking tht its my bloody fault.
ie didn't ask ue t give any damns or anything.
its my freedom of speech wht.
ie didn't even ask for a reply from ue? --"
just let me detest ue further and we wn't be friends.
isn't it better?

went t gym w them ytd. ie ran like 20plus mins straight?
guess ie am getting better. :}
ran halfway my towel dropped. too lazy t pick it up so i just left it there..
thn a guy came and helped me t pick it up. ie didn't expect any kind souls in gym larh.
only hunks perhaps. :D
did sit ups and thts v v v strenuous. can dieee.
aft tht went t take in ice w them. bought magic dust!
thy nicenice powder lollipop. thnthn..
went t meet him. slack nial. dn't think too much lol.
yonghuat kept on saying tht he has short hair and bahbah. like real.
go and grow it longer than long larh. lol!
dn't knw wht am ie talking. =/
he carried my bunny bag! he dn't find it shameful sial.
he even wnted t carry it whn he was walking me t thy busstop.
kept on pestering me and asked me t cab home.
but ie insisted not to even though it was his treat.
he is suchhhh aaaaa lazyyyyy pigggggg! o.O

kor , so whts so disgrace abt my a guy carrying a bunny bag? =/
hahhh. ue have carried it anyway. :D

random shit : ie am sick tday.

and and , my sent sms is alr 600+/1000 .
gg t burst alr. lol. now is only thy 12th?
and thanks t who? =x
my bill stats ends at thy end of thy month. lol.
try not t sms me , call me. [:

2008-03-11T00:25:00.008+08:00

jiajun , ie knw ue like me.
tht is really big in your post. =/
are ue waiting for my reply? ._.
someone is shy. =x
shy shy beanie! hahhh.
ue shld apologise t hex , ue shld get wht ie mean. :)

and alvintanyonghao , ie hate ue sial.
for some reasons.

got t knw some pple tday. ken and yonghuat.
ie nvr hong them or wht ah(take note yonghuat*) .
is they ask me for friendster and msn.
both v old , one so ah beng. aha! just kidding! :D
okay larh. nice pple?

okay , ie am bored. viwawa is getting boring without overnight games.
but ie cn't play overnight alr. >:(

2008-03-10T01:38:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

ie am rather effing pissed now.
ie dn't knw why. _l_

2008-03-09T21:54:00.004+08:00

ISAAC is such a cool and shuai name. thts wht ie think larh.
lol. ie started t love tht name sooo much.
but sadly it is a guy's name. shucks!
nvrm , my bf shall have it thn.
but ie dn't have one. so thts too bad. =/
maybe ie can name my piglet tht. LOL! =X

and ie just realised , my cousin's bf is named issac. -.-lll
not copying her okay. aft ie like thn ie realised her's is of this name.
LOL!
ISAACCCCCCCC IS LOVEEEEE ! :DD
ISAAC ; ISAAC ; ISAAC ; ISAAC ! <3

2008-03-08T03:16:00.004+08:00

if someone cries , it doesn't mean tht he/she is sad.
ie dn't believe in love anymore.
and furthermore , ie think tht not a single soul is worth my tears.
absolutely no one , for now.
ie seriously think tht its okay t be friends but not t be in a relationship.
ie just felt so numb. ie cn't feel a thng anymore.
maybe ie have loved too much , causing myself t be in such a situation.
wht ie need is someone t be there for me , not anyone t be my listening ear.
ie can get a listening ear anytime , anywhr.
but wht is thy meaning of true love? not confiding of course.
but thn maybe ie shld have confided t ue whn ie was w ue , but ie still chose not t.
no point regretting now. everything's over.
seeing ue happy is thy greatest favour ue have done for me.
ie still think of ue as thy one tht ue were used t be , not thy current ue though.
this resulted me in finding it real hard t actually forget ue.
thy one ie love is thy previous ue , not thy current ue..
pple do chnge.
t ur frens , they may not knw tht ue have chnged totally as ie believe they dn't really knw ue.
they are just normal friends t ue , perhaps , close ones.
wht do y'all normally do except for playing tgt?
ie think ue are just doing thngs t forget everythng. b`cos ie cn't believe tht ue have forgotten if ue are t tell me.
because ... ________________
maybe thngs shld just go in this way so tht nth more happens.
ie am not emoing. :}

2008-03-06T23:54:00.006+08:00

sth real big happened tday. w TAN PING PING.
tht stu fucking pubor quarrelled w me!
fuck her larh , nabei chao chee bye.
and thy reason was bcos , ie helped Liuqing t get her phy workbk from thy class.
wtf is this? such a lame thng larh.
obviously is wnt t pick on me lorh.
shun bian help her take her workbook as ie was looking for mdm chan t pass her sth.
is it wrong t SHUN BIAN help her take since ue this fucking cheebye dn't allow her t go w me in thy first place?
ue shouted at me in front of so so many pple , hong gan is it?
wnt t make me lose face is it? whtever , ie dn't care.
bcos pple now knw thy reason why ue scolded me,
over a minor small lil tiny winy lan jiao thing,
so do ue think ue have succeeded?
dn't dare t play w me or nth t say thn ask ms howe t come?
hum or wht? -.-
ue said ue wnt t play w me till thy end.
wht? act lian arh? go home slp larh.
cheebye kia.
play lorh. come larh. see wht ue get in thy end.
ue are lucky tht ms howe stopped my mum from coming t sch and confront ue.
if not ie seriously cn't imagine how ugly thy scene will be.
disgusting freaking bitch. ie think ue shld just resign on your own larh.
just admit tht ue are plainly biased ue cheebye!
F.U.C.K. !

other than this , definitely there are thngs tht cheered me up!
class bbQ and pool w kor aft tht. :D
photo time!

kor carrying my zinc bunny bag ! =O

our bunnies' eyes. =/ we snatched from them.

Leonard , THANKS ! ue are so gd larh. help me bbQ hot dog. put in like so much effort.
no chao tah one okay , others all got chao tah deh. except for this. so this is call , AI XIN HOT DOG. :D ue even made two for meeee! hehhh. thanks lots lots. although ie doubt ue will see this. =/

so thts abt it. no sch tmr. yay. lols.
and , TAN PING PING , ie hate ue. :}

2008-03-03T01:54:00.006+08:00

HELLO! IE AM BLOGGING AT SUCH A LATE TIME.
bcos ie just rushed finish two fucking chinese essays.
fuck it. o.O but thanks xiaostorm!
and ie have sth t show t thy whole lot of ue!
beware! but if ue have a faint heart , my advise for ue is continue t scroll down.
LOL! ie am crapping. XD

TADA!

so cute isn't it? hahahh.
did anyone of ue fainted? =x
ie was laughing my teeth off whn ie was viewing this photo.
but thn , its uber cute larh. lol.
just tht it is kind of girlish , agreed by him as well.
and ue knw wht and who influenced him t act cute?
ME! lols. ie mean , my comment on his zilian photos.
ie said they are like thy photos in thy obituary. so... he had his nightmare and yahyah. :}
okay , ie wnt t slp alr.
dino is tired. =O like fake , get it?

2008-02-29T21:55:00.008+08:00

in MS TAN HC' CAR. pillows and soft toys were found. ._.

WALAOS , BE MINE SOON . T______________T

crosscountry tday. didn't run at all.
walked all thy way , bwahaha. ie`m so slackishhhh!
oh , wht eng is tht. lols.
hmmm , during thy walk , ie told ashley tht ie have thy sudden crave for SG.
Seoul Garden. and ie wnt t eat like immediately. =x
so aft x-country , told cherilynn abt it and we chionged t Causeway's SG by Ms Tan HC's car t semb station and thn train-ed t woodlands station.
we were thy first few customers and thy restaurant wasn't opened yet whn we reached there.
but thy nice nice supervisor let us in still. :)
eat eat eat and thn.. ashley had t leave first as she had cca. ._.
leaving me and cherilynn walking ard in causeway point. and walaos ,
ie wnt LG VIEWTY KU990. so cool larh.
dn't care siah. ie wnt it soon , like asap. :D
my second choice is N82. but thy design is somewht similar t my N70?
so so , LG viewty is still thy best. touch screen larh.
cool ~ cherilynn came t my hse.
ie was too tired thus while she was using thy com , ie went t slp in my bed.
ie felt kind of bad but thn ie was really falling aslp alr. =O
PAISEH ARHH. hahahahh.

and its 29th February tday. :}

2008-02-28T20:28:00.004+08:00

ie think my blog will be on hiatus in thy weekdays larh.
my results were really bad and ie think it is time ie do sth abt it.
and ie knw some pple baotoh-ed t tpp regarding sth larh.
they dn't have thy guts t admit even if ie were t confront.
so ie dn't bother t. :} anw ie am really happy right now.
:D LIKE FINALLY? haas.
and beanie's wish has came true! lols.
ie think ie shld wait till thy whole series of DNYBY t be uploaded on youtube bfor ie go and watch barh.
if not watch finished an episode thn have t wait for a week.
like so damn longggg! ie`m impatient. >:(
tmr is X-country and ie dn't have t run , ie think.
YAY? :D but it isn't really confirmed. lols.
tday's mt oral ie wasn't prepared at all. ie even spoke eng in thy conversation.
and wpm actually helped me t translate some words like 'extra' and 'taking initiative' from eng t chinese.
woots. die alr lorh. cfm fail. =/

2008-02-24T03:58:00.004+08:00

THIS IS MY 200th POST ! :DDD

beanie admits tht he is BHB. like , finally? :}

but he is so cool not t pangseh wo. and procrastination starts!
from 4am till 4.15am.
ANW , he has been slapping himself all thy way.
he's such a contradict. =x
ANW , HE DN'T UNDERSTND THY MEANING OF PROCRASTINATION.
so he decided t check thy dictionary.
how cute can he be. o.O beanie!
ie named him tht. :)

2008-02-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

okay , many pple told me in thy tagboard / on msn or whtever resources of communication tht my previous post was uber long.
haha. cn't blame hur. =/ too many photos.
some more was my dua pai deh kor's bdae lehh. must wish him and praise! =x
just kidding. :)
sick hur. headache. T.T
didn't go for thy PTR tday. slept for almost thy whole day.
ie just couldn't get myself out of thy bed. :O
now still feeling restless.

AC ! lets go out some day in home clothes and take many many photos! :D
so tht ie can chnge thy photo on my blog. hehhh.

btw , kboxing was fun and cold. -.-

maybe me and my kor look like a cpl bcos we were once.
and tht was like 3 years ago?
now we are best best buddies plus siblings plus all sorts of recognition ue can think of.

2008-02-22T00:00:00.016+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY t MY BELOVED KOR! :D
yay and ie love ue. :b

as usual , KORKOR made my day! [:
sch ended at 4pm and ie rushed home t bathe and meet him at 6pm.
ue must kick away your bad habit larhs. ue knw wht ie mean.
met weizhuang and returned him his stuff. he chnged alot.
hairstyle esp. and ie still recognized him by his shoes! HOHOHO ~
okay , back t thy main limelight.
we trained down t Orchard and headed t Cineleisure.
shld have listened t kor. =x bcos its a shorter walking distance from Somerset than from Orchard.
but some how halfway through got communication problem!
maybe bcos of thy surroundings bah , quite noisy.
started playing Pool. :)
ie noticed a guy kept on looking at me. dn't believe ask kor.
thy man in black right? ie knw larh , although ie nvr say anythng t ue.
thy game tday was pretty bad! lost t kor alot of times. =O
no feel alr. thy one and only time in which ie won was not bcos ie managed t score thy black ball , but bcos kor scored thy black ball bfor clearing thy rest of his balls.
HAHAHA. too bad hur. =x
while playing , we laughed alot.
whnever ie start thy ball rolling , IT ALWAYS ENDED UP IN SCORING THY WHITE BALL.
which means , kor will thn have free ball. T.T
ie nvr fail t score thy white ball deh! serious.
like soso omen. -.-
aft Pooling , we went t Sakae Sushi and eat!
chose buffet and can DIE ~ we played a game and kor lost t me. :O
so he had t eat whtever ie choose for him.. although he was like so full..
thn he wnted t have an instant result. so we played scissors paper stone.
ie won. :D but kor cn't eat any more alr. so.. ie let him off.
ie am like uber good right? hehhhh.
ard 10plus , we decided t go home luhs. trained back..
thn thn we stayed below my block and chit chatted.
and took many many alot alot photos! kor so zi lian larh. lalala ##
kor imitated as a monkey and this caused me t laugh like a mad woman.
my jaws v suan cans. laughing laughing thn thn ,
saw my cousin and her bf. was like abit paiseh. =x
HAHAHAHA. decided t wait for thy next lift.
zi lian-ed agn at my block deh staircase. aha!

Photos for 19th February 2008.

Photos for 21st February 2008.

we got table 22 for pool on thy 19th and 21st! how coincidential can it be?

kor win alr lorh. T.T

kor tio trapped! ie was supposed t score thy solids.

trapped ; agnnnn.

he scored this , ie think.

ie scored this black ball in thy end. eh , did ie? forgot. -.-

wasn't concentrating , was lauging like mad. so.. dn't blame. =D

he lost t me in a game and this was wht ie served him. v nice of me hur? RED PLATE LEHH.

itchy hand - - -

Wasabi is hot! nice try.

well , ie said its longer and ue dn't believe me. see for yourself! haha.

emo-ing in thy lift? o.O

kor wnts t act cute ! =x

and it ended w a retarted kor. cheers! home sweet home. :D

2008-02-20T23:51:00.007+08:00

ie just wnt t enjoy myself bfor ie die. =/
so dn't stop me pple! last few days of enjoyment and BANG ,
ie`m dead. cry for me okay?
miss me too.

everythng just didn't go as supposedly. ie find it quite hard t actually be happy in thy heart.
even if ie was , it was just a few hours of happiness. which is ytd , w my dearest kor.
why urhhh? can somebody just answer me.
ie start t feel restless and tired of every single lil thng. it started off with you.
whts in thy past is alr thy past. but thn , pple do think of thy past yeah?
ie just dn't feel right. =O could ie really pick myself up?
ie felt as if ie have given up on everythng and not pinning any hopes on anythng.
perhaps ie fell , and didn't wnt t stnd up anymore.
whtever ; anythng.

FOR GOD'S SAKE , IE AM NOT EMO.

laos. bluetooth still down. -.-
no pictures. sry. will try t get it fixed.
wait for thy funny and perhaps , hilarious photos t be up in thy next few days!
gg pool agn tmr. YAYNESS. w kor agn.
yeah. :}

tanjiajun , ue made my day.
ue made me happy and sad. lol.
this guy practically thought tht ie am taller than him.
ard 164cm , taller than him by 2cm.
HOW IE HOPE IE AM SO TALL. T.T

2008-02-20T01:18:00.006+08:00

tagged by baolong. [: so ie shall be nice and reply !

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS

1. Do you like anyone?
` I like a number of anyones .

2. Does anyone like you?
` I think my besties ?

3. Last kiss?
` Last year ; lollipop kiss .

4. Been lead on?
` Nope.

5. Been cheated before?
` Nope.

6. Want a relationship?
` Alr indulged in one .

7. Want to get married?
` NO ! lalala ~ ie wish t be a nun .

SEVEN 'CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT's

1. Family ;
2. Alvin Tan Yong Hao ;
3. F-A-C ;
4. My kukus ;
5. Wang long ;
6. Joys and Happiness ;
7. MONEYYY !

SEVEN 'ON MY MIND's

1. CJ SEVEN ;
2. PLAYING POOL ;
3. GG OUT W WL ;
4. MY DEAR ;
5. ICE-CREAM ;
6. HOW T GET MYSELF T STUDY ;
7. EMO-NESS

SEVEN 'DO YOU's

1. Believe in God?
` ie do .

2. Have any dream come true?
` once and it happened last year .

3. Read the newspaper?
` ie`m too lazy t read .

4. Get enough sleep everyday?
` ie doubt so . ie need at least 15 hours of slp per 24 hours .

5. Have a best friend?
` ie dn't have A best friend , ie have a few .

6. Take a bath?
` of course larh , who dn't ?

7. Wish on stars?
` ie would wnt t see a shooting star and ie think yonglin knws wht ie mean .

SEVEN 'HAVE YOU EVER's

1. Fallen in love?
` currently in it .

2. Kissed someone of the same sex?
` ie am not a lesbian .

3. Hooked up with someone who already have a gf/bf?
` ie am not so evil . :D

4. Been to a bonfire?
` wht shit is this ? :x

5. Ran away from home?
` not really run but left on my own account .

6. Played strip poker?
` nahhs .

7. Pulled an all-nighter?
` some times .

SEVEN PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN TAGGED AS WELL

1. Alvin
2. Ashley
3. Cherilyn
4. Wang long
5. Gladys Koh
6. Yonghui
7. Jiren

2008-02-19T22:42:00.003+08:00

had my darn results back tday. sigh.
it just makes me feel so.. demoralised larh.
first time ever have ie felt like this for my results bfor.
ie seriously have no mood for anything. cn't cheer up or whtsoever.
but thn , there is only ONE person whom can really make me smile and LAUGH.
A BIG THANK YOU KOR! went t play Pool with him at amk.
ie was a first timer and kor's like so so pro? =x
my laughing problem surfaced agn , ie think it happens only whn ie sees him.
had fun of cos. ie thought tht ie would not actually laugh like how ie normally do.
as ie was really sunken into thy deeepppppp blueeeee seeaaaa aft receiving my results.
aha! but kor has thy power t like make me back t myself? :D
ie just love t go out w ue as ie nvr fail t be happy.
once agn , thanks , alot alot. :)
pictures shall be uploaded tmr! sorry. bluetooth's down and ie`m lazy t restart thy com. =O

2008-02-18T18:23:00.005+08:00

damn down disappointed. alot of things happened within this 24 hours.
well , got back my physics result. ask me how much have ie scored if ue dare t.
this alr pulled me down till like no-words-t-describe-thy depth.
but still , ie put on a smile and tried not t think abt it.
no point also right? -.-

another thing. she was uber demanding.
have ue ever came across a tcher whom ask ue t hand in her homework on thy particular day tht ue just knew abt it?
she still wnted t see me tmr. -.- damn ue larh hor.
ue said ue wn't bear grudges. tht is such a beautiful and glamorous lie.
ue had sth against me for like thy forth year just bcos of tht lame shit incident.
and ie was so damn sway tht ie got into your band one class in sec3.
ie rather go t Ms Tay's last band class than yours okay. at least , she is understanding and knw her limits.
unlike ue? HOD big arse arh.
whtever ue said t me tht time , is just wht ue are doing right now.
its not ur teaching method tht has gone wrong , its your damn basket attitude.

and and..
Mr Yeo wasn't here tday , if he was , ie wouldn't have got caught.
went t thy wrong tcher and he still have thy cheek t say ,
' find thy wrong person and got yourself into trouble.'
true indeed. but is thy whole sch wearing sockings?
ue didn't even cared. others tcher like Mr Soh , Mr Loh at least , asked wht happened and if ie am alright.
and YOU? just cared abt my attire. -.-
its ue larh , stupid dumb giraffe.
ue just dn't fit t be in thy position ue are in right now , seriously.

ie am just v unhappy. >:( and ie dn't knw wht t say t you , alvin.
ue just wasn't there for me t fall on whn ie met failures.
or shld ie say , ie just didn't wnt t go t ue?

PRAY REAL HARD THT TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY.
pass my A-C and WPM'S nagging.

plus plus , ie hate hongsters! :@
and ie`m shocked tht kor actually smokes and hong-ed someone whom ie couldn't even ever ever thought of.
why of all , HER?
bluff me hur. ue said ue wn't hong girls.
guys always lie , as usual. -.-
he wn't be able t see my blog as ie didn't give him my link.
aha. :D
so ie can comment on him whnever ie wnt lorh.
bcos ie dn't dare t say all these t him. lol.

2008-02-16T00:07:00.019+08:00

ie think dear has alr blogged wht ie wnted t blog abt. so , go his blog and see lor.
HAHA. sorry , ie am too too lazy. :x
bahbahbahbah. but thn ,

THANKS ATYH FOR EVERYTHING! LOVE YOUUU! :DD

ie am soo soo moody nowadays. :O whts wrong?

ie am gg t run. ie dn't care whether ie'll collapse or wht.
pple have t die one day also wht.
its just a matter of time.
let fate decide thn. as fate is uber big fuck.

ie think ie shld cherish my friends more.
and thy thngs ard me. ie'll recover from my moody-ness one day.
hope so*
ie loveeee FAC! touch them and ie will spank ue upside down.
dn't make me gan ue. -.- ie dn't wnt t do wht ie used t do in sec1.

CJ7! ENJOYYY ~

eh , press play yourself! lol.

2008-02-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

whr is my lame partner? whr is thy one whom always craps w me?
ie miss ue lamer! boooo ~
3 weeks seem so long hur. whn will it end?
ie forgot thy date ue left. opps. =x
if ue happen t see this post , tell me whn will ue come back larh.
ue say ue will online deh , bluff me hor. so occasionally lehh.
go your ahma hse more often larh. stupidddd ! :@
lalalalala ~ ie miss laming w ngyonghui.

THE END.

2008-02-13T18:51:00.010+08:00

ie will marry whoever whom has CJ7. lol.

2008-02-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

tday's chemistry and ytd's emaths were such a disappointment.
emaths studied thy wrong topic. -.- holiday mood larh.

sometimes , ie just didn't wnt t say thngs out.
as ie wouldn't knw wht is gg t happen next.
thy feeling of verbal restrictions is really unbearable.
ie chose t keep it t myself. and no one understnds.
you chnged , and ue think ie will remain unchnged?
but thn , ie miss your protection. although it made me in a v difficult situation.
at least , pple knw tht ue care. not only caring , but t such a great great extent.
good thng is tht ue dn't do wht ue dn't wnt me t do. thts rather fair.
ie am still quite used t thy way ue do thngs.
ie guess ie have t chnge thy habits ie adopted from ue aft so long. ie must think in another way.
just bcos ie understnd ue inside out , ie am just used t thy way ie give those replys.
neverthyless , ue caused me t have thy same character as ue.
ie wasn't lyktht this bfor ie met ue. ie used t be able t loosen my grip.
and just bcos of ue , ie seemed t be over protecting my dear ones as well.

ie am not v comfortable w thy way ue do thngs.
ie knw ue are different , just give me time t chnge my mindset.
adapt t thy current environment and forget about thy old one.
maybe , ie shldn't hold ue too tightly. as ie dn't knw whn will ie lose ue.
pple get restless and bored aft a period of time. ie can sense it coming on its way.
ie dn't knw wht will happen thy v next day. life is full of surprises.
and yes , ie will loosen my grip and take whtever it comes.
wht else can ie do?

2008-02-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

ie didn't use thy com for thy past 36 hours? hhas. ie was either slping or out somewhr.
ytd , went t thy esplanade t watch Shanghai Night. it was sucha boring show.
and ie fell asleep. =x
thn tht night , went t Shilin's hse and gambled!
with Yueying , Gladys , Kaiming and Shilin. morkor's luck went down whn ie reached there.
hhas. ie won whn ie wasn't thy banker. in thy end won ard 7 bucks.
aft tht , Yueying called us t go t her hse. ie called dear and Baolong along as well.
went there andddd... BLACK JACK!
dear was like superb heng! with thy point of 18 , he could get another 3 points just t satisfy thy point of 21.
everyone lost alot. cos dear too power alr.
in thy middle of thy game , we decided t play in-between. dear wasn't really lucky in this.
Gladys and Yueying had their excitements of their life. hhas.
They shld knw wht ie mean. :D
intended t go home at ard midnight or so , but in thy end ,
WE GAMBLED OVERNIGHT. woots.
ie am a first timer. hhas.
went home and slept at ard 9am. slept from 9am - 5.14pm.
*frightened up by dear. so bad right? =/
he came and picked me up t his hse. gambled at his hse agn.
thy bets were like uber uber BIGGGG! v v v v v v v v large amt.
but ie play small small , ard 10 bucks only. :x
dear was like 20 , 30 , 50 , 90 bucks lyktht play. =.=lll but thy game wasn't black jack.
its a i-dunno-wht-name game. yeah , reached home at ard 10pm?
last but not least , thanks dear for everythng! (:

let thy pictures do more of thy speaking.

thy tickets for Shanghai Night.

Start of thy night ...

Morning!

and this is Kaiming's patrick. can see tht he protects it well as thy plastic wrapper isn't even removed.

2008-02-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

ie am posting for thy 3rd time tday. my posts are like getting shorter. -.- hhas.
ie miss Alvin now hur. but once ie recall wht happened last night ,
ie have this fear t actually talk t him alr.
ie felt rather remorseful? sorry! :(
seriously , ie do have many many doubts. and ie think ue knw thy reason t it.
ie love ue alot alot dear. >3 ie miss ur singing as well!

let me rant abt these few days. =x starting from wed..

Wednesday.

CNY celebration ended at ard 9.30am. dear came and fetch me.
ie went home and bathed. trained down t amk hub.
bought our cpl ring. :D
sth funny happened at thy cpl lab. guess wht?
THY SIBLINGS MET!
tavin and kuku ____ (ie forgot kuku wht agn) ! initially saw kuku only.
thn suddenly tavin popped out. ie was feeling like , so dumb. -.-
v funny larh. ie was kind of pai seh also hur. :x
but kuku sai isn't there. thy more thy merrier mahh.
thn movie-ing. :D
CJ7 , its a nice show , pretty cute and amusing.
some body , BUY ME CJ7! bwahahaha.
thn thn thn ... hsh for reunion dinner..
aft dinner went t Alvin's hse. sit sit and use com only kayy.
hhas. dn't any oh how think.
went home at ard 1plus? (:

Thursday.

ie slept till 6plus. o.O
didn't went t bainian. but ie still have ang paos t collect. cool eh?
but ie also cn't use. so it doesn't really matters t me larh. :@
met Alvin at ard 9plus. went t catch a movie agn.
and amk hub agn. LOL.
Ah Long private limited. nice show?
suitable for chao ah lians and chao ah bengs. :/
taxi-ed home at ard 1plus. tatas.

Today.

woke up at ard 2plus. used com and went back t slp at 6pm.
not feeling v well so sleeping is thy only cure. :x
anw ie finished watching DNYBY Ep 12 alr.
its sucha draggy show. hhas.
ie din't study! WOOTS!
intended t but didn't have thy mood. festive seasons lehh.
study? -.-
ie think dear is gaming now. leaving me alone , rotting.
how bad can he be? this type of bf can be thrown into thy dustbin luh right. :D
okay , thts all for now. ie am gg t rotttttt alrrrrrr!
search for a decomposed me tmr! tsktsk. (:

2008-02-08T15:13:00.001+08:00

ie think my dad is in a pretty gd mood tday.
he kept on 'hahaha-ing' t himself or t let us hear?
this made my brother shouted , ' you crazy arh? '
thn my dad continued haha-ing. LOL!
followed by our crazy laughters.
v funny. :D
and ie think kor chnge alr.
its like so so obvious lor.
pple chnge but they dn't knw it themselves.
only outsiders can see larh hor.
ue used t have alot t say t me.
but now , like wht?
ie`m like uber sad. T.T
ie am sad!
ie am upset!
ie am v sad. T_T
lollllllllllllllllllllllll ...

2008-02-08T02:51:00.001+08:00

ie dn't really knw how ie feel now.
but its not right , obviously not.
LOL.
whtever!

maybe there is really sth we have t decide on.
balancing it or leaving it uneven?
one day , it still has t be decided on.

2008-02-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY PPLE! :D

2008-02-05T19:00:00.000+08:00

you made me feel so xing fu.
tsk tsk.
you are as sweet as sugar canes.
you brighten up my once-gloomy life.
you melted my heart times and agn.
you made me fall in love w you.
you are dearly missed , every single minute.
nvrthyless , loved by me! :D
i love you tons and tons and tons plus, gazillion times.
execute thy promises made , we'll do well.
baboon laogong! [:
and yes , you are thy one and only.

2008-02-04T02:14:00.000+08:00

ALVINNNN !

2008-02-02T19:17:00.001+08:00

ie love this boots alotalot. arghh.
somebody place bid for me? :/ getthisboots

2008-02-02T16:41:00.000+08:00

ie wnt t go and buy another high heels! havoc boots if possible.
LOL. some one pei me t go and shop for it? ):
ie am thinking whether t buy a new wallet.
ie wnt a pair of coloured contacts.
preferably blue. pple , any lobang?
and ie am thinking of wht t buy. confused! bahbah.
suddenly , ie have thy urge t catch any movies.
ie am soo soo random! yayeahhhh ~

ieamfeelingratherconfused.
iedun'tknwhwttsay.

2008-01-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

ie think ie have some prob with my mind. hhas.
ie did sth funny in thy a maths test tday. :X
we were laughing like crazys bcos it is really so funny larh.
LOL ! but it is kind of diu lian for me.
thy mother tongue test tday was pretty i-dn't-understnd.
hope tmr's paper will be easier? bahbah.
yonglin , ie promised t blog abt ue hor. forgot luhs. =x
anw ie hope ue will come on ytss CNY celebration!
if ue see this , tag larh hor. =D

maybe ue didn't knw , it was ue whom gave me thy courage.
unexpected but it has happened.
in ourselves , we knw it by our hearts.
there will be a day whrby everthing serves as evidences.
good or bad , let God take everything in his hands.
definitely , we can chnge thy fate ourselves.
whether or not it still depends.

2008-01-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

finally. ie spent time finding out wht is wrong w thy keyboard.
so strange! some alpha cn't be typed in caps w shift. -.-
ie thought need t restart thy whole thing so ie did it alot of times.
so zz..
and sorry hor , ie dn't have any pai kia deh kor , whom will scold vulgarities one. -.-
ie only have one damn guai deh , WANGLONG!
firstly , stop asking ur fren t say OMG in front of me lor.
its a courtesy t say it back marh. ie long wnted t but no chance. ):
for goodness sake , ie wasn't w thy both of them , just one.
even if ie am alone , ie am not afraid. -.-
such a coincidence tht ue walked past. o.O
and worse it is whn tht Jeya's 'joke' made me... %^&*#$
ie dn't wnt t use vulgarities.
it is uber low class larh.
ie dn't care larh hor.
say whtever and anything ue wnt. (:
ue even commented on my frens in ur blog , so ue are just slapping urself.
plus it is ue whom wnt t che me wht. ie just merely return wht is meant t be returned.
ue dn't bother me , ie wn't bother ue.
who ask ue t poke ur nose into other pple's stuff/affair.
so zz.
ie knw some other things larh hor , just lan de say out only.
shall keep it t myself. :D
ie just smile smile , if not diao diao mehh?
ie alone or not ie also smile. [:
so tht ie wn't offend pple wht. like ue? :x
whts wrong w smiling?
and ie nvr say ie hate ue. if ue didn't ask pple do things or anyhow say things ,
ie also wn't say a thing.
ue can hate me all ue wnt.
yah ie think ie shld listen t yonglin. HAHAHAHA.
bahbah.

2008-01-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MYSELF !
AND JUNTING aka YA TOU. :)

ie am officially SIXTEEN ! :@ - :]
NC16 movies , here ie comeee ~

ie think ie love ue alot. :D
four years of friendship , and still counting. (:

audi ~ my piglet is like , standing in thy middle! hhas. ie knw my room is messy. :x

I LOVE LIUQING and CHIHXIAN ! x33 F-A-C is love. now and forever.

ie would like t thank...

Chermaine ,
Chihxian ,
Junting ,
Eric ,
Liuqing ,
Cliff ,
Gladys ,
Yonglin ,
Roy ,
Nelson ,
Yueying ,
Kenneth ,
Bengtiat ,
Alwyn ,
Yonghui ,
Lunhsin ,
Sarhan ,
Dennis ,
Benedict ,
Miao qi ,
Jianhua ,
Weizhuang ,
Wanglong korkor ,
Jiren ,
Jiajun ,
Paul ,
Emily ,
Shatting ,
Guoliang ,
Derrick ,
Yongjun ,
Merilyn ,
Ms Shameem ,
Tavin didi ,
Cun zhi ,
Jeya ,
Najeer ,
Suat khoon ,
Suet yee ,
Mishel ,
Azuki ,
Carefree ,
Venod ,
Nancy aka kuku ____
Chuda ,
Yiqian ,
Kaijen ,
Kaiwei ,
Nattanich ,
Boonping ,
Yuxuan ,
Jessie ,
Deniece ,
Cheesiang ,
Cheryl Ong (LAOAHLIAN) ,
Atrioc ,
Jianwei ,
Youliang !

for wishing me happy birthday. some pple ie forgot :x
SORRY !
tell me if ue see this post and ie didn't include ur name. :D

IE AM V V V V HAPPY ! and ie felt LOVED. :))

to chihxian ! thx for thy dedication on FM93.3 !
ie heard it !!!
sooo sweeettt! XIE XIE NI. =)

2008-01-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

rdmbaby is gg t get married! hhas.
t i name myself err. :DD here is thy proposal evidence.
was just being diao and lame. hahahaha.
BABY LOVES ERR. :DD

2008-01-27T16:55:00.001+08:00

a stupid guy whom ie dn't knw came talking t me and asked ,
' are ue thy girl whom ie saw at thy mrt station , from ytss? '
ie was like , which girl?
SO MANY girls in ytss wht.
ie wnted t go off fast so ie just say ORHH.
THEN ,
he came touching my hair as if we are gd buddies.
pls larh hor , ie stared at him and gave him a tight slap!
JKJK* although ie felt like doing so.
ie dn't knw him at all and he came doing such dumbo things.
omg larh hor. these guys are just freakos. -.-
and he is from Orchid Park Sec.
this left me a bad impression of tht sch alr.
one can tarnish all's reputation , indeed true.
yahyah , better not let me see ue agn.

ie am still FIFTEEN! wahahaha.
ie love being fifteen. (:
ie can no longer say tht ie am 15 tmr luhs.
sigh. so ,
ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ;
ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ;
ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ;
ie am fifteen ; ie am fifteen ;
ie am fifteen ! :DD

and ie am in love w this song , like suddenly?

凌晨三点钟

这是你离开的第三个星期六

面包我吃了两口

啤酒还剩半升

香烟我还是一包接一包地抽

你搬走了以后

我还会常常在你住的公寓底下

等你下楼

现在是凌晨三点钟

喝了点酒头有点痛

寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜

暂时把心放空

你晾的床单忘了收

没烫的衬衫有点皱

明天开始我将如何面对

没有你的以后

那些美好的画面反复在播送

但心破碎了之后

要怎么去拼凑

baby baby

love can be so beautiful

只怪那一刻

话说得太重

所有的情节都失控

baby baby

love should be so beautiful

你给的太多

现在我才懂

只有烟和酒陪伴的

凌晨三点钟

现在是凌晨三点钟

喝了点酒头有点痛

你晾的床单忘了收

没烫的衬衫有点皱

明天开始我将如何面对

没有你的以后

那些美好的画面反复在播送

但心破碎了之后

要怎么去拼凑

baby baby

love can be so beautiful

只怪那一刻

话说得太重

所有的情节都失控

baby baby

love should be so beautiful

你给的太多

现在我才懂

只有烟和酒陪伴的

凌晨三点钟

凌乱的房间里头

还留着你的香味

怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容

如果时钟倒着走

我不会再让你走

有些事情要绝望到底

才能看得透

WO...HO...

baby baby

love can be so beautiful

只怪那一刻

话说得太重

所有的情节都失控

baby baby

love should be so beautiful

你给的太多

现在我才懂

只有烟和酒陪伴的

凌晨三点钟

TAVIN ! see ur name alr? LOL :D
anw thy song ue sent t me cannot be played one lehh.
but nvrm , ie dled thy song myself. :)
but still , THANK YOU.

dn't be a self denial , quoted from ur fren.
aiyahh , do sth alr hum ji thn dn't dare admit?
whtever. ie dn't care.
say all ue wnt. ^^ whtever ue say is all pin pointing back t urself.
we all knw ourselves by our hearts.
dn't come my blog lor. ue twos are not welcomed anyway. :D
my posts are not for scolding pple anw.
and whn there is a need t say sth , ie wn't reveal thy person's name unless they try t be KPOs and find out themselves.
ie am helping ue t save face , ue dn't wnt. too bad lor.
and my tag board is only for my neither bitch nor bastard frens t tag.

2008-01-26T17:44:00.001+08:00

pls hor. class blog not ie take off one hor.
jessica toh , dn't anyhow gong jiao wei for goodness sake.
and pls huh? ie didn't said tht ie am like uber chio. =.=
and talking abt flirt? YOU ARE FAR WORSE THAN ME UH.
acting cute which is like so uber DISGUSTING.
still flirting like how ue have been doing since sec1.
OMGGG! so pukish uh.
why lehh? my ex still rmb me ue jealous uh?
and whn did ie use their money sia. o.O
ask them lor. ie dn't have my guilty conscious.
are ue slapping urself? ie think ue are thy one whom ask pple t buy ue things hur.
ie didn't flirt and regarding t saying tht he is a flirt, ie merely just said ie shldn't dao guys' sms like how ie used t bcos of him.
and thy same time , it isn't really his fault btw. shldn't elaborate anymore.
ur english got prob or wht sia?
dn't understnd my words dn't anyhow talk nonsense.
did ie diao ue? omg. ie didn't even wnt t look at a monster larh.
whr got chance t even diao ue sia. omg.
ie think ue offended too many pple , which made them diao ue.
and if ue didn't look at them , will they diao ue. lol.
if ie am really a despo , ie can accept anyone one now.
in tht case why shld ie reject them?
use ur bloody brain and think.
better than some pple whom play w pple's feelings.
AIYAH , ie dn't wnt t give any damns t anything alr. so childish t so called debate here and there. [:

she was thy one who started it first. mind ue , sex machine.

2008-01-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

thy one whom tag w ME is NYL. hhas.
so lame larh. tag w sucha name. :DD but thanks hur.
and ps , forget t blog abt ue. :X
sorry! hahahahaha.
wa lao , posts getting shorter and shorter. =.=

2008-01-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

my birthday is coming. how ie hope time would just stop at this very moment.
ie dn't wnt t be sixteen. arghh. -.-
although can watch NC16 movies. lols.
anw ie dn't knw if ie am attached or single. LOL. :@
nth t blog abt. bahbahlah. :D

2008-01-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

ie promised t post abt ue yl! hhas.
so now ie shld. hmmm , strange tht ue can accept ur results. :x
do ue still need my storeroom? JKJK. :D
and ue are so tanned.. and dao lor.
although ue say ue aint. ie say ie are!
so it is. (: aiyahhh , wht ue wnt t do up t ue alr.
gd luck in choosing ur poly bah! :DD
and ie saw hafeez(thy one tht looked like danial)! it was kind of surprising.
although he was suspended for mths , his results are better than ue lehh , NYL.
:x not trying t mean anything.
hafeez wished me gd luck hur! so goooddd larh.
and yonghui , we are still friends larh.
quite disappointed actually. but nvrm lor.
at least ue didnt get 20 and above. (:
yahhh , so ie hope all of ue will make thy right choice in taking thy correct route.

2008-01-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

Ms Susan Soh came back t ytss tday. seeing her reminds me of her lectures.
those are not simple lectures but lectures from her heart t us.
it meant alot and it will still mean alot t me.
all her words and scenes of her lectures will etch in my mind forever.
ie couldn't stop my tears whn she said those stuffs whn FAC went t look for her.
truthfully touched by her words. my tears are worth it.
ie regretted not treasuring her in thy past.
ie regretted using phone in her class last year.
ie regretted dozing off in her lessons.
those regrets and mistakes made can nvr ever be amend.
time flies , indeed.
ie will definitely miss her. and Ms Soh , ie await t see ue agn!
ie will keep thy promised made and ue must keep yours too.

YOU WILL NVR BE FORGOTTEN. in fact , ue are missed during every eng lesson.

2008-01-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

nth much abt tday. aiyahhhhh.
ie said AIYAH bcos of sth. :x hhas.
ie wn't tell ue deh! unless ue ask me. :D
tmr is thy impt day , o levels results will be released.
ie hereby wish yonglin , yonghui , minghui , edvwin , and ALL of my sjab seniors ,
GOODLUCK! (:
hope all of ue will be screaming with joy.
next year will be my turn alr. omg. :O
haven't take o lvls alr so scared. lalalala ...
and ie am happy tht ue tagged my blog aft like , soooo long. :x
ie am saying ue! yonglin! :D
pls feel honoured. as not many pple can have this honour of making me happy.
take care while ue play ur ball. ie mean , soccer. :D :D :D

2008-01-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

since ue can flirt , ie dn't see a reason why ie shld keep myself away from guys.
so yahh , go and die. :D
pls look at yourself bfor saying me. -.- STUPID FLIRT!
and ie saw him* tday. LOL.
he became even more shuai luhs! omg uh.
ie hope ue didn't see this post. :x
had english term test tday. results pls be good! :D
tmr wed! long day. ):
some tchers are going for sec3 camp and pangseh us w works.
sian arh. ~

2008-01-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

ie just found out sth? lols.
t tht person whom came t my blog and named herself or himself KnnCCB ,
pls get thy facts clear. how do ue knw tht nelson dn't like me alr?
LOL. he told ue? in any way?
LOL. lame shit hur. -.-
dn't anyhow talk talk. BAHBAH!

2008-01-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

ie am like so pissed now. -.- ie dn't knw why also.
LOL. every lil thng can make me pissed off larh.
ie have no patience whn ie am pissed. ie dn't care who are ue whn ie am pissed.
tht is me , nth ue can do abt it.
yah , ie have yet t do my homework yet.
so sian. ie think ie will do it ltr.
yes , ltr. ie dn't care. lol.

2008-01-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

gladys is blogging so ie shall blog too. hhas.
dn't knw wht t say.. ):
lalala ~ so effing bored hur.
ie am looking forward t friday! b`cos it is thy last day of thy week in sch.
most imptly ie can see jun hao! :DD :DD
tmr is sunday alr. and thn followed by monday. :@
sigh , monday blues. slept unitl 5pm tday.
didn't do any homework. ):
tmr must do alr larh. cn't procrastinate luhs.
mussssttttt doooooo ! (:
ie have also chnged my tag board , bcos of thy time problem.
finally ie have settled on this. my fav colours are thy combination of pink , black and white.
so tht explains why my tag board is lyktht.
ie cannot slp. ): and ie am bored. ):
ok-ay , ie am done w blogging.

2008-01-19T21:43:00.001+08:00

Friday's training! became a nerd! ):
and caused me t get sun burns. ):
was in thy sun for tooo longggg.
footdrills! shouted for hours without drinking water.
abit sorethroat. nvrm , at least ie got t see JUN HAO! :DD
and ie took some rdm photos w him hur.
and he took with morkor as well. *jealous* =x
JKJK.

weicai bully jun hao. ROARRRR ~

he covered my face. ):

finally a good one. -.-

eye-fighting! :@

sinyi and zanhao SHY.

very long since we took a pic tgt.

2008-01-19T17:43:00.001+08:00

this replys t tht tht KnnCCb. (:

fucking personal , got ji put ur own name. -.-
so hum ji. oh , whn did ie mention tht he still like me?
any whr in this blog aft we break? anw ie also dn't like him alr wht. -.-
ue laggging in info or wht uh? and ie didn't ask ue t come t my blog noobster.
hhas. ie cn't believe tht ie am actually laughing my ass off now lehh.
aiyah , ie dn't knw why ie shld ie entertain such pple like ue. ):
but ie have a great heart so , ie shall do it for once. :DD
dn't come here and gong jiao wei without using ur name t tag.
it only makes me despise ue hor. :x
plus , ie deleted your tag. ie am not hum ji pple whom dn't dare t delete thy useless tags and is afraid tht thy spammer will label them as sacred or wht.
this is my blog , ie decides wht t show and wht not t. isn't it? (:
and ue have finally showed half of urself , loser. :b

some pple have no manners.

2008-01-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

some fucking idiots have no ji. they are thn labelled as hum ji.
since ue dare t invade into MY privacy , jolly well tag on my board or talk t me.
if ue're not happy come and find me larh. dn't be a tortoisely coward.
AND THIS IS MY BLOG , IE WNT T SCOLD WHO IS MY OWN BLOODY BUSINESS.
stop checking on me , fucking bitch or bastard.
ie dn't care who ue are , and ie dn't think ie need t private my blog.
but if there is a need , ie will.
and pls larh , ie am not thy only ONE whom DN'T LIKE HER.
alot of pple also dn't like wht. -.-
ie just found out tht ue tio spammed. HOW SAD?
*this also serves as an evidence tht some one else also dn't like her.
but pls dn't fucking think tht ie am thy one whom spammed nonsensical thngs. as ie dn't do such lame thngs and esp on stupid personals.
ie wn't be careful , as ie didn't do a thng wrong.
this is my blog , not yours.
ie have thy right t write absolutely anythng ie wnt.
and ie wasn't being racist as ue aren't even some one of other races.
thus ie didn't do any law-breaking thng.
plus no one asked ue t come t my blog and read my beautiful craps. (:

advance bdae card !

2008-01-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

forget t mention some names.
KENNETH PAN XUN YI and TAN WEIZHUANG !
thanks for thy advanced bdae cards! kenneth , ue are so sweet. (:
even mailed it t my hse. and thanks for tht piggy keychain? :DD
annnnndddd weizhuang , it was really a surprise! :x
ie am seriously touched tht ue used THT pen t write.

WEIZHUANG !

2008-01-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

waited in sch for weizhuang tday. so long since ie last saw him? :x
ue shall feel honoured! hhas.
and tht plague was stupid. ue knw wht ie mean. :DD
and ms tan hc called me FELICIA tday! omg.
do ie have thy face of someone whom has christian name?
ie am accepting thy given name by her! HAHAHA.
and we shall make a 3-letter-word. ELF?
E for sth , L for sth , F for felicia! aha! thy package.
since so many pple say tht we are short. >:(
but liuqing wnts t name herself Ashley. or perhaps , we shall chnge it t FAT?
lol !

tht feeling comes back agn...

ue did it on purpose.

2008-01-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

nelson , ue did all these on purpose larh. ie knw.
even somebody can tell tht ue are just trying t seek my attention? and its mainly ON PURPOSE.
or can ie say , taking revenge.
whtever huh? whether or not ue wnt t stop , up t ue.
sad t say , ie seriously dn't feel a thng at all luhs. neither am ie angry or jealous.
how sad can it be. =x hhas.
and ue are just making thy impression of ue in me turn bad.
and ie have taken my eyes OFF ue.
ie am happy and ie felt carefree too! :DD no longer do ie feel being tied down or anythng.
now ie dn't have t worry abt those guys whom wnt t jio me?
****** , *** , ****** , *****. tht is all ie knw whom have confessed.
but ie really need t think if ie really dn't mind.

plus , whoever wnts t spread this out? ue are just brainless.
pity ue , w no brain or shld ie say , brains. D:
may ue find your brain soon!
ie am not afraid or anythng , since ie am not shy abt it or wht as ie have alr blogged abt it. -.-
but t those asses whom wnt t spread abt this , like some pple in my class esp , carry on. (:

do rmb , everythng ue do holds a consequence tht ue will nvr expect it t be.
so pls think bfor carrying out your actions.

hais. sadded.

2008-01-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

saw NANCY at admiralty place tday! woots ~
so long nvr see her alr. ): ie recognize ue still.
ue shall feel hounored. HOHOHO. :D
tday was a bad day. nth goes on smoothly.

t YOU* : ue did it on purpose , ie knw. ie shall not lie t myself anymore. pple whom are used by ue are considered unlucky. and if pple falls for ue , ie have absolutely nth t say. just dn't play ard w them alrights? not a good thng and it isn't worth it.

dn't try t guess who this is pple , bcos ie guarantee tht ue all will nvr guess correctly.

ie donated 10 bucks t charity tday! omg. 10 bucks lehh. ):
TEN DOLLARS!
abit sad but ie think its worth it? how long since ie last donated? o.O
and met a guy named Gerald. LOL !
he v pro , sms me and said wnted t woo me.
@#?!%&
first time meeting someone whom are so direct? ie got thy shock of my life.
and ie kept on insisting tht it was just a prank.
thn he got fed up ie shld say? =x
dn't careeeee larhhhhhh. ):
and he still asked which country do ie come from? MOR KOR , ie nvr bhb right. >.-
ie am not happy anws. T.T
ie watched DNYBY Ep 8 and 9 alr! cheers for me! ^^
well , ie still have homework t do.

jessica toh copy larh.

2008-01-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

found out tht some one* sibei copy cat larh. dn't have your own style arh?
NOOBSTER. and yes it is a bitch , if not a bastard mehh. :O
use your brain t think larh , for goodness sake.
girls tend t be attention seekers.
and ie was uber angry tday whn someone just freaking messed up my hair.
ue were unlucky , as ie wasn't in good mood. thus , tht word came out.
didn't mean it larh. but ie was damn pissed and irritated.
anyone who offends me now shall get thy worse treatment from me.
do watch out? LOL.
slight reminder , ie can get pissed off w small tiny winy lil thngs.
and ...
yay! chnged seating arrangement alr. from first row t last row.
but ie find it quite boring ard my area there larh. -.- sian.
off t do homework alr. ie wnt t cheer up! HAHAHA.
very random right? b'cos ie am RANDOMbaby. (:

ie have no time for bloghopping. -.-
bcos ie haven't watch my Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao Ep 8 & 9 YET.
ie think ie am lucky tht ie didn't fall for your(someone else) lies.
mor kor knws wht ie mean.

nelson and ie quarrelled.

2008-01-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

ie have no mood for anything. ie hate her.
she is a uber haolian freaking bytch for instance.
and ie somewht hate him too. =x and 'rang' , a sms from him , just as ie was typing this.
asking me wht homework do we have? -.- lame.
ie am currently listening t bu neng shuo de mi mi. is it like hinting me?
ie think ie am gg crazy alr larh. and gladys very bad hur , nvr wait for me t watch thy movie.
also not her fault , ie was slping marh. my fault my fault. ):
sigh. is this a gift from heaven? ie can only say , it shucks.
ie felt like crying but ie also dn't feel like. my emotions are quite diverse.
angry , sad , happy? even ie dn't knw myself.
argh , damn it larh.
whn will it be spring agn? winter is too cold for me.

tears are rolling down whn many didn't knw.

serious blogging.

2008-01-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

lets get on with some serious blogging. (:
argh , this year didn't like have a very good start. ie hate 2007 but 2006 is loved.
thy number of pple ie dn't like is increasing. aha! whts happening?
due t my foul moods and mood swing , ie can flare anytime.
so Chihxian and Liuqing better watch out hur! =x
hhas.
ie hate cowards and pple whom pmp.
quite a number of pple falls into this category. how sad. ):
pple whom offend me nowadays may not be able t live a happy life unless ,
my mood chnge from bad t good.
ie wnt t watch thy movie named one missed call.
stupid morkor nvr reply my sms! wonder wht is she doing. o.O
and Bengtiat lazy t go out larh. planned t watch at 11.40pm deh.
but now thy taxi fares very ex alr. so , not a very good idea. :DD
however , watching a horror movie in thy day or early night isn't thrilling enough.
ie love excitements and thrills in thy late night! x.X
okay larh , ie wnt t go and rot alr larh.

chnge blogskin?

2008-01-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

ie think there is a need t chnge thy blogskin? dn't knw.
ie am lazy. =.= too busy har.
but ie think there isn't a need. ie am a contradict. (:

fuck larh.

2008-01-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU .

we are over.

2008-01-10T20:04:00.000+08:00

ie have decided. yah , my final decision.
thy times ie cried for ue , thy tears shed..
still , its a goodbye.
ie hope ie can have my keychain back as ie think tht it no longer suits ue..
sorry for hurting ue in any way.
rmb , its a split road.
being sad is inevitable. ie will forget ue.
but wonderful memories will definitely be kept deep deep in my heart.
taking my eyes off ue alr. my eyes have stopped whispering t yours.
(: believe in myself and ie can do it!

moral of thy story , jealousy does kill.

Laogong and ie nvr go sch. <3

2008-01-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

nowadays , it is very easy t fall sick. do take care pple.
and my bro was infected w my fever virus. sorry! ):
ie hope ue`ll recover soon. ue told me were still quite weak.
dn't be weak as ie knw ue are strong.
well , one rdm wish for tday.
EVERYTHING T GO AS IE WNT !
its possible okay ~
ie dn't wnt my 45degreestmyright t be a blank. hope t see ue tmr.
but ie would rather ue rest at home. if can come, come.
tmr will be another stressful day. sighhhh...

mr yeo bought me drink!

2008-01-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

aft tday , ie think tht mr yeo is a nice tcher actually. he does cares for his students.
fell sick tday during pe and he bought me a bottle of h2o! THANKS (:
he isn't tht bad whn he is not fierce. he is worth of my respect.
not like someone. o.O unreasonable and not caring.
yay , ie LOVE mr yeo! :DD
lol , cn't imagine ie am saying this. -.-

yeo's h2o. HAHAHA.

jie mei 184. ^^ memories of thy day tht we went out tgt.

ieloveuedar.plsgetwellsoon.
kindofdisppointedtday.sigh.
butieloveue.returntthyoneueusedtbe.
iewilltreasureuemorethanever.
sweetloves.

cliff chose me?

2008-01-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

ie am not meant t be in love. ie am a failure.
ie dn't wnt t hurt anyone. friendship can last longer.
ie enjoy our friendship. (:
and ie hate t be hurt as well. relationship problems sucks big time.
RDM POST ~

bought clothes for new yr!

2008-01-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

went t Bugis and shopped. bought a number of clothes? =x
went into thy fitting room and tried alot of dresses etc , thn mum asked which wnt do ie like.
ie replied , ' ALL. ' thn she really bought all of them for me.
how sweet of her? spent ard nearly 200bucks? LOL.
ie shall feel contented and not ask for too much. not gd t be greedy. :DD
ie love ue mummy! (: really thanks alot.
ie love my grandma too! saw many high heel boots and mummy objected in buying it.
b`cos she said tht its too ahlian. -.- thn my grandma gave me $50 in secret t buy.
but ie have decided t keep tht $50 and share cost w my cousin t buy a blouse or sth for grandma!
ie love my grandma and mummy! =D not only bcos they bought me thngs but also sth* else.
ie think ie gotta save for alot of thngs alr. thy havoc(my mum commented) boots , new bag , coloured contacts etc!
alot of thngs t buy lehh. :( money money pls drop from thy sky! ~