Friday, November 07, 2008 ' 1:02 AM ✖
O levels is ending soon . i am left with Physics and Chemistry paper 1 .
but i am not at all confidence about scoring well . :/
during this period i am still going out late in the night , just like what i have been doing when there isn't any exams .
i can blame nobody but myself if i don't do well . i should learn to not blame the whole world but myself .
i think i did my best . but i felt as if i didn't put in enough efforts .
oh well , shall just let nature take its course then .
seriously hoping that i will do well . :) but arghh , if i don't , there's nothing i can do .
right ?
worse still , i aint studying for the last 2 papers . hell .
will try my best to study ! TRY . :/
i think my love for him is growing deeper and deeper(i am still denying about this) . at the beginning of my Os , i was trying to keep all the feelings to myself because i didn't want to get disturbed .
keeping the feelings = giving cold shoulder at times , denying the fact that i want to see him , treating him as a friend , and all those not-so-good stuffs u can think of .
now , its time i say it all .
i love you Johnson ! :) i know i still have 2 more papers left .
but i think i can no longer continue doing those hurting stuffs .
now , i think its time i let it all out .
by the way , why am i blogging in this blog ? haha .
this blog shall be active from now on then . do tag people ! :D
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